The following blog entry is from Saturday, March 11th, 2006.
Without a doubt, I knew today would be the hardest day I’ve faced in many years. And the day did live up to expectations. It was downright tough.
This morning I got up early. I knew there was a great deal ahead of me. Erin got up, and got ready to head out for the morning while I finished packing. It was very quiet this morning, and that’s not unusual.
Normally, getting ready for a trip I’m filled with excitement. But there wasn’t any to be found today. My wife wasn’t packing with me. And unlike our other trips, this time I know I’m not returning home. This time it’s all different.
I won’t get into the pending divorce. I’ll just say, I’m extremely sad about the whole event. It was my hope that we could work through things and look forward to many interesting adventures together down the road. Sometimes things just don’t work out the way you want them to though.
Erin headed out this morning with the dogs. I didn’t want them there as I headed out without them. They may still be coming along. First I’ll need to see what the allergist says in a few weeks. My recent medical issues might be the result of a severe allergy. Let’s hope it isn’t the pups!
After my wife & the girls left I packed a few remaining items. Then my family arrived. My dad would drive the Airstream to his house. I really didn’t want to get super sad while towing a big trailer. So I was happy to have the help.
Apologies, had to remove a few photos here. I’ll repost in a few months.Before leaving I said my good byes to our neighbors. Nice people. They’ve got 3 great kids, and I wish them the best! I’ll miss them, my neighborhood, and my home. Almost 9 years living there. It was hard to say goodbye, and it will be a while before that loss fades from my mind.
We pulled out late morning. My dad drove, and I was the passenger. For the first time in a long while, I was uncomfortable riding. Too many butterflies in my stomach.
Fortunately it was a short ride. Only 1.5 hours and we reached my dad’s place. I’d say the morning was the longest I’ve experienced in a while.
We quickly unloaded the truck, set up the trailer, and that was that. The next part was settling in. I think the settling in will be the next challenge. It’s not something that will happen immediately. I enjoy travelling, and seeing new places, but I’ve got to re-think a big part. I won’t be sharing the experience with my spouse. That’s a huge adjustment, but one I will have to make.

My sister Jade & my niece Julia.
So, here we go with full timing. The next two weeks will be spent “adjusting” and waiting on one more round of medical stuff. With luck I’ll be pulling out and heading south in just a few weeks.

My first “courtesy parking” spot